Well what can I say, not only have I just got back into the land of computer living (it broke AGAIN) now I have been dumped by who I thought was my Mr Right, my perfect one. Apparently he doesn't love me and when I asked him why he said he did his reply was ' I hoped it might come'. I feel as if I have wasted a chunk of my life and heart on someone who lied to me. Oh the best thing is with in 24 hours of that he put him self on match.com as my friend showed me.
This was the weekend before last, then 2 days after that I was told that my mum would have to start chemo as her cancer has gone out of control...... I am a mess, the worst thing i am passing it on to my little girl as I am so upset/angry all the time.
Please some one tell me it will get better cause it's really difficult to think so at the moment.

I have finally plicked up courage to write some 10/Rose smut its not very long but its thew first time i have had the guts to write some... The things is have i the guts to post it on here?!

Title: How can this be

Author: murtal123 

Characters: Ten and a few shock ones

Spoilers: 2x13 Doomsday, 4x6 Doctors’ Daughter, 4x13 Journeys End

Genre: Angst

Rating: G

Disclaimer: Doctor Who © BBC. I wish David was mine but don’t most of us!

Summary: The Doctor is some how carried off but by who and what?

Notes:

This hasn't been beta'd so mistakes are my own! Please please comment and tell me what you think, good or bad cause its been awhile!!!.

Title: 5 ½ Hours

Author:murtal123 
Pairing: 10.5/Rose
Spoilers: 4x13 Journeys End
Rating: T
Summary: Rose and 10.5 life in the alternate Universe
Notes: This carries on in the future of my little Fic She waits, it hasn't been beta'd so mistakes are my own! Please please comment and tell me what you think, good or bad cause its been awhile.

 

 

( % & 1/2 Hours )

Well it's been awhile, what with my computer dying on me then being painfully slowly brought back to life and my disaster of a love life, I have decide to go back to the things I love doing, being on here being one of them and maybe pencil back on paper once again if time lets me (should have enough now).
So to all of you out there I am back and it feels good to be home.

Nabbed from helygan 

GETTING TO KNOW YOU!</lj>
Seen all over my Friends List:
1. Can you cook?

2. What was your dream growing up?

3. What talent do you wish you had?

4. Favorite place?

5. Favorite vegetable?

6. What was the last book you read?

7. What zodiac sign are you ?

8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?

9. Worst Habit?

10. Do we know each other outside of lj?

11. What is your favorite sport?

12. Negative or Optimistic attitude?

13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15. Tell me one weird fact about you:

16. Do you have any pets?

17. Do you know how to do the macerana?

18. What time is it where you are now?

19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22. What color eyes do you have?

23. Ever been arrested?

24. Bottle or Draft?

25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?

26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?

27. What 's your favorite bar to hang at?

28. Do you believe in ghosts?

29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30. Do you swear a lot?

31. Biggest pet peeve?

32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?


My answers:
1. Can you cook?
Yes, bloody brill at it!!

2. What was your dream growing up?
I wanted to be a arcyologist or an artist

3. What talent do you wish you had?
I wish I could Draw well enough to be know for it

4. Favorite place?
In bed

5. Favorite vegetable?
Carrots, totally adicited to them

6. What was the last book you read?
Long Way Down

7. What zodiac sign are you ?
Capricorn, and a total one

8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
Two tattoos. Three piercings in each ear.

9. Worst Habit?
Smoking

10. Do we know each other outside of lj?
Nope, shame really

11. What is your favorite sport?
Football, no rugby, no football, no rugby....erm rugball?

12. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
Optimistic unless its about me

13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
Have a great laugh I think

14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
Got beaten up because the person they were looking for wasn't there

15. Tell me one weird fact about you:
I watch Saturday morning kitchen and imagine James Martin is cooking for me! lol

16. Do you have any pets?
A rabbit called Bunny, 2 hamsters called Reg and George and 2 Giant African Land snails called Worf and General Kitang

17. Do you know how to do the macerana?
Yes, but only when I'm drunk

18. What time is it where you are now?
10.00 p.m.

19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
Very scary

20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
Get rid of the glasses all together

21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
oh partner in crime!

22. What color eyes do you have?
Hazel

23. Ever been arrested?
No

24. Bottle or Draft?
Bottle beer

25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?
Enjoy myself

26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
Airwaves

27. What 's your favorite bar to hang at?
The swan with 2 necks

28. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes

29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Read, draw, watch my favourite TV shows, hang out on my favourite online communities

30. Do you swear a lot?
not a lot, but quite a bit when my daughters not about

31. Biggest pet peeve?
Nose picking and sniffing

32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Accepting

33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Yes

( and theres more )

Satis Peace-loving and tolerant, receptive to wealth, analytical and science-minded, tender towards those who are not ignorant, can sometimes be angry. Colors: male: deep red, female: deep blue Compatible Signs: Amon-Ra, Set Dates: Jan 1 - Jan 7, Jun 19 - Jun 28, Sep 1 - Sep 7, Nov 18 - Nov 26 Role: Goddess who protected the sources of the Nile and goddess of the cataract at the border of Egypt and Nubia Appearance: A woman wearing the white crown of Upper Egypt with antelope horns on the sides. Sacred animal: antelope What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign? Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Swipped from rosewarren 

I had to follow in the Meez that Tardisblue did. I had such fun in doing it and i have to say it looks kinda like me!
What do you think? I have even got a tardis key around my neck!!

It's amimated if you click on the link below, and oh yes I want a TARDIS!!!!
www.meez.com/murtal123

Definatly 'Oh god what have I done or What's happened!' Always makes me worry for the worst.

Well I was looking forward to today and then he usual happened, my plans went wrong.
( My birthday moan, and pressie pics )

Thanks to all for the christmas card, you know who you are!! They have made me smile, something I needed at the moment. Thanks once again to you all.

Calling out again to all of you out there no matter where you are in the world, I wish to spread the joy to you all and send cards. So if so wish I will happily send one to you if you give me your name and address. By the way I have to say.......
I love Christmas.
Well  not quite as much Doctor Who!!!!

Well I did say I was going to do more yellow sticky note sketches, only to get really poorly and completly forget to do them. So today while have a chat with my friend on MSN I found myself drawing Rose on a sticky note.......but the problem was I did say i was only going to do ! quarter of their faces, but I just couldn't stop and found myself doing Roses's mouth as well. Nevermind I might go back and redo The Doctor one again.
So without further ado here is Rose, A sticky note


Here's the link to the other one
murtal123.livejournal.com/3566.html
So the question is ... What do you think?

Calling all of you out there no matter where you are, I wish to spread the joy to you all and send cards. So if so wish I will happily send one to you if you give me your name and address. By the way I have to say.......
I love Christmas.

For the last week I have had vertigo. Never before in my life have I felt soo ill! Yes this even beats glandular fever. At least when I had that all I did was sleep, with this I can't even make myself a cup of tea!!!
I am walking around like a little old lady who needs a stick. They did say I should start to feel better soon, ok, still waiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT MY HEAD BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well I have followed other people example and made a new up to date Manga me. I had all my hair cut off the p
other week and I now look nothing like I use too. So much so my little girl was shocked when I came home!

MANGA ME


REAL ME


I have to say it's not far off me, what do you think?

Well I have followed other people example and made a new up to date Manga me. I had all my hair cut off the p
other week and I now look nothing like I use too. So much so my little girl was shocked when I came home!

MANGA ME


REAL ME


I have to say it's not far off me, what do you think?